Yes, I am back to cycle day 2. AF came late last night, accompanied by horrible cramps and much sadness to give up hope for another month. So, now come the expenses from the urologist, and other doctors that get involved in figuring out how to get us pregnant!
DH started on a men’s multi vitamin at the beginning of the week. He was taking my prenatals for a few days, but the iron bothered his stomach, so we went out and found a men’s multi for him to try.
I am very sad about our results, but we are going to keep on, keeping on. DH reminded me that as long as we have each other and hold onto our love for one another, we will make it through anything. He’s right. So, tonight I’m going to treat myself to a glass, or a bottle, of wine.
My blood sugars have been running lower since I started. Last night before bed, it was 44, at 3am it was 88, and at 7am it was back down to 55. Then before lunch it was 48. I think I may have to adjust my basal settings, but I’m going to give it a couple days to make sure it’s a pattern.
Ok, back to work. In a few days I know my sadness will pass and I’ll realize that it wasn’t in God’s plan for us just yet.
Baby dust to all!